Self-destruction.

Two years ago,
I was a sweet kid
Like a bud
Who would flower into something beautiful

Two years ago,
I was a sweet kid
Full of ambition
Full of new revolutionary ideas

Two years ago,
I was a sweet kid
Who never lied
Least of all to people who she loved

Two years ago,
I was a sweet kid
She was a happy soul
Passion drove her

Now, I am not
Any of those things
I wish to go back
To change my mistakes.

Now, I am a disappointment
To everyone around me
I am still a bud
But I am withering

Now, I am a mystery to myself
Someone who is not growing anymore
She is retracting her claws of ambition
She is withdrawing away from everything good.

Now, I am a grimace
On the face of society
I wish I could change
I hope I can change

Until I change
I have to live with this self-destroyed version of me
A version no one loves
Not even me.


Like always, this is just a poem!! It is just how one mistake can change your life. I have seen this happening to people around me, and thought that I would just write a poem on it. Do let me know how you thought it was!

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